Sitting here with a frilly white shirt on
Only to find myself lonely in this bed again
Why the hell do I wait here for endless hours in unfulfillment?
Why the hell do I accept this torture?
Sitting here pouring my feelings and deepest thoughts on lined paper in my journal
Only to find myself unhappy and crying
Why the hell do I allow this?
Why the hell do I look forward to this?
Sitting here feeling like a damn sex object
Only to find I am just that
Why the hell are the tears endless?
Why the hell don't you want me?
Sitting here getting ready to leave after a warm shower
Only to myself staring at four white walls
Why the hell would I want this?
Why the hell don't I leave this place?
Just simply tired of just sitting here